because I am so forgetful.

God knocked me over the head (again) today. I'll let you in on some of what He said:

"Why are you worried about your life? You don't need to stress about what clothes you will wear, what grades you will earn, whether everyone is safe, or whether everyone likes you. Isn't life more than food and clothing, and college more than grades and people's opinions? Look at all these things I've taken care of... won't I take care of the important things too? And what do you really think worrying will do for you? Look at how I take care of everything around you... don't you think I can take care of you also? So quit worrying! Stop asking what you will wear, what people think, and how you did on your exam. These are things that people who don't know me worry about. And it's not as if I don't know you need all those things. But first look to what I have called you too, and I will make sure you have everything you need to accomplish it."

And the funny thing? He's said all of that before. How many times do I have to learn this lesson before I can give Him the trust He so completely deserves?

Thank you, Lord, for grace. Thank you for continuing to shower me with blessings even as I doubt Your goodness. Thank you for constantly reminding my forgetful heart of Your faithfulness. And I ask for yet more grace, that each consecutive test, I trust You more fully from the start.
Thank you for your love, mercy, and grace.
Your little child,
~Rachel